Tuesday, 9 October 2007.

End of EOY le ! YIPPPPPEEEE . Okay , Joanna say it's a MUST to post my feeling for end of EOY . LOl , slackked at lot 1 . The time pass sooo slowly okay . SIANN SIA . && that's my mood now ! ROARR . && i just want to say FUCK . Zzzz . Sorry sia , too sian le . && is like so not in the mood now la . I'm between sad & normal mood then aiya , just so sian okay . FUCKED UP LIFE sia . Sian until i dont feel like to play The Sims2/watch GongZhuXiaoMei/watch anime/surf blog . RAHHHHH ! Hey , I am sooo damn sian okay ! && i know joanna & felicia will surely kill me for saying not in mood to watch GongZhuXiaoMei . LOL . Oh yeah , Joanna bought me a BIG-HEADED OCTOCT . && the shape of the head's like out of shape le . WAHAH . Cause of me la . XPP .

Had art exam today . okok la . Yipee , i've got extra time left la , which is not what i expected .

&& got somebody see my draft piece VERY bushuang . Cause she's jealous . LOL . (I know BHB laaa) Cause it's done by ME ! Myself okay ! Nobody helpped me ! Unlike her . It's like so obvious that her draft piece is not done by her la . Brainless sia , see the shading okay le what . Her draft piece's shading is like sooo nice okay . && it's very dark but the change in the shading is kinda obvious . it's NICE . But her actual piece is like the shading sooo light can . && it's totally opposite from the way the shading is done on her draft piece . Wonder why she do that la . Oh , maybe is beacuse she wanted to keep her "Top in class" reputation . && her art sucks so , she bo bian ask people to help her do her draft . Got people say her draft piece is done by her mother de worhs . Guess it's true ba . Cause she drew out the edvidence for us . Lol . Yeah , i know you will be reading my post && you will know i am talking about you cause it's obvious . && if you really cannot figure out who i am talking about i suggest you go & ask people barh . & i will pity you . You ought to be guilty after reading this okay . You cheated . && if you really feel soo proud that people praised your work , I hope you will go die . Know your weakness , improve on it with the help of others . & right now , you are running away from your weakness . you dare not face it la . Dont say what, "not i dare not face it , just that i dont know how to draw" . Please la , you are running away from it . If your really are prepared to face your weakness , you will draw it by yourself okay . from that , you can improve on whatever you are lousy at & ask for people's comment then think about it . You knew you cannot make it & decided that you dont want to learnt it . && i am tell you , so what if you scored highest in whole level ? So what if you got praised by Miss Ou ? you wont feel good . & if you do , 请你去摸摸你的良心。check if it's eaten up by dog or maybe yourself . Even if we dont score as well as you in art , we still win you in honesty & courage by a lot . When human dont even dare to face their weakness it is equal to dare not face theirselves . You will feel very guitly when facing the mirror okay . Dont worry , i will not expose you , cause i seriously will want you to go tell teacher by yoursef . && if you are not going to do so , i will still remain quiet . Cause that means that you're a coward or that you dont even wanted to change . If that's the case , well , suits you . && if you are able to cheat teacher , cheat everybody & pass your art , score well in your art for the next few years or even your whole life time , you can never learnt what is art in your whole life . Then , you are living for reputation , living for what others think of you . Ask yourself , are you happy living in this kind of way ?

Okay , that all i want to say to her . hope she will change la . && if she dont want to , fine then continue deceiving herself . I dotn care , that's her life .

HELLO ! Dont be sad if you score lousier then her in art okay ! At least you got the marks by your hardwork ! You are far more better than her !

Just realised that my "scolding" her post is longer than my actual post . XPP . All right , BYE ! Go play Ms with cheryl le !
For she found true vintage , 20:19