“故事终有结局
喧嚣的激情过后总有不变的寂寞 
鲜红的血液顺着手腕流过
确感觉不到疼痛
是麻木还是心痛可以代替” 











i've got so many things to learn.



found myself stalking his ex almost everyday, well its not like there's much to stalk about her.
idk if just by looking at her updated profile pictures can be considered as stalking, but thats what i've been doing. She's just so pretty and skinny it makes me feel so inferior which lowered my self-esteem. sigh, i'm like an ugly duckling beside her.

One thing more thing, apparently i've been stalking his twitter and there used to be some tweets with pictures of his ex and him. Got no idea why i kept looking at the pictures to make myself more disheartened. Yesterday i couldnt find anymore of these pictures on his account. I wonder why..

I'm like a greedy bitch. It seems like I'm crave desperately for his attention. I know that's ridiculous, I know i shouldnt have expected much but I just can't control myself. I dont know how long more do i have to wait, it seems to be getting nowhere. It has only been less than a month and I'm running out of patience.



为什么我在怎么努力却赶不上你的步伐



Hi guys~ I should probably change this URL because it was inspired by you-know-who while in my secondary education. Now that I'm moving on perfectly well, probably I should start with a new one! Ok I shall make the adjustments after my exams provided if I can still remember it.
Right now I'm in the midst of preparing for an upcoming exams, I swear I've absolutely no motivation or whatsoever. I know imam suffer and my GPA's gonna drop which is what I've expected since earlier of this sem.

Friends, if anybody commented that Poly is easy, get them onto Google or Wiki. Maybe nothing in life is easy and challenges only make us stronger. But then again, how long can we sustain this fighting spirit and attitude. I know I'm losing it now.


I'm feeling so dull right now. My life has no any excitement.
Ok bye.
And I'm wondering why are you even visit this dead blog



Hello! it's 29th of March! And I'm really counting down to the day that I resign! YES If my supervisor was still Calvin, no doubt, I'd cry like a baby while typing this post. However, since a much hated new supervisor came along.. i really lost motivation to work ever since. oh my, why do this to our team~ it's not that i dont want to accept him.. its not that i didnt give him chance.. but he didnt really prove himself worthy for my support and also, i'm sick of his attitude. i treated him with respect. i really do. i understand that its his first time in our team and he've got a lot of things to learnt.. of course i can understand that. really however when he starts lying to me, tricking me into things and for fuck. why the hell i care sia. oh, not to mention that he's actually so super lazy. no wonder our sales are dropping down ever since he took over O; so much for "i will help to get whatever you deserve from the company" and yep, what has he ever really did for us? nothing. ive got to ask and pester, before he'd even give me an answer. and then tell me that our anuual leave is actually 7days, when its a freaking 14 days. oh man. seriously. oh, and, yes. GET SCOLDED FOR IDK WHAT SHIT REASON. if its my fault, yes i accept it, if it's not. COME ON MAN. take back your words and apologize. whats so difficult? i dont retaliate due to people reminding me that its plain useless to start a fight on FB and what is the point of proving who is right or wrong as long as i know it myself, i know that i'm terribly right, that's all that mattered. i'm so thankful that i'm finally leaving, for good. my colleagues... i have faith that we will arrange some supper and gathering as and when, :D our friendship is never gonna die ! yay! everything in Crocs used to be really so great, the people the work.. and then he came, everything is ruined. great. its ok, i shall continue with life.. study hard, get into a university. while he, continue to live life in his way, yeah with that character of his, i wonder who will stand by him when he's in trouble. thank god, my colleagues will be there for me....



HELLO YOZZZZZZZ.

I'm back!!!



Jo said that i'm becoming a brandwhore and no doubt i agree with it la.

Probably, it maybe that i'm working now and i do see people carrying branded stuff around,

i do see a lot of brand now, i'm pretty sure that i know of more brands now..

and so ya, i will want to go after them. but with my super little salary..

ya i doubt i can do it so, ok, just let me dream about it can ??



just a random thought, i wonder how long, how long have i not post a picture on my blog.

wahaha

shall i post lin you jia's picture?

oh sian , i never go update myself on him.



ohohoh,

why

why

why,

other taiwanese singer keep coming to singapore and Lin you jia, my love, hasnt been to singapore.

where is his album!!!

i want another concert too! now that i've the $$$$, why not host another concert again?

);

can you hear the shattering of a heart somewhere?

hehe



btw, ive been refreshing my fb page since like 20 mins ago, and

dang, nothing changes. lol

its getting more and more boring i guess.

bohoooooooo.



alright, i have to work tomorrow, i think i'm kinda tired already, but i'm too lazy to go sleep.

what stupid reason -.-

okaywhatever, bye !





take care, my friends!